July 25th, 2008, by Kaitanium
http://www.weddingwire.com/vendor/VendorViewProfile?vid=17b8f610bc32c74e
Ok so it’s nothing special, I think everyone can get approved. But I have to admit that when I signed up for WeddingWire and saw my approval notice I became very anxious and nervous almost to the point of being frozen. So many questions ran through my mind:
“Will I ever have what it takes?”
“Do I even have the time?”
“What if I don’t know how to handle clients?”
“Will I even get any business so I can have opportunities to try to get great images?”
and the list goes on.
All these feelings/questions are natural and are all part of an investment where you can’t see even 1 minute into the future. I’ve invested so much time, so much money, and so much energy just to get to this point and I feel as if I just don’t want to fail…yet I’m scared to even step out and try not to fail! Oh what a push and pull! hahah. Sometimes I can’t even sleep at night thinking about this so much.¬â€
Blogging about my little photography escapades is like watching a reality TV show. You get to see me from start to finish in my real self (photography-wise) and see if I succeed or not.
Well to whatever may come, may God just use me for his Glory and continue to grow me as a person and hopefully as a photographer =).
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